Monday, September 12, 2011

Mustard Seed Faith

Luke 17:6
"So the Lord said "If you have faith as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, "be pulled up by the roots and be planted in the sea, and it will obey you"

The context of this verse shows Jesus giving some big challenges to the disciples about forgiving others.  The disciples realize they can't with their faith, and ask for more faith.  Instead of giving a 12 step process, Jesus shows what blindly trusting God will do.  If we have the smallest of faith, we can do the impossible.  The things in our lives that make no sense to us, the things we can't overcome, the relationships we can't cope with, friends and family that don't know the Lord, the finances we don't have, the fears and anxieties that make us worry - God is saying if we have just a little faith in God, He can take care of it.  Not only can He, but will take care of it.  When God leads us to a point where He wants us, we can prayerfully walk by faith, it is done.

Application - So what is my impossible task God has brought me to?  The next 3 weeks are going to be filled with them getting to El Salvador.  Getting our birth certificates and police records apostilled by the PA and OH Secretary of State and back to us by Oct. 2nd is the mulberry tree we need planted in the sea.  I will walk by faith and be obedient with what God tells me to, but know He will do it.

No more bad stuff

Ephesians 4:31
"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you with all malice"

For the last 2 weeks we have been focusing daily on many different areas that we need to change or get rid of.  Many bad things, but what do we replace them with?  If we are walking in the Spirit and have put on the new self like we are commanded, these things (bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, evil speaking, malice) shouldn't come up.  But verse 32 should be what we live out - kind to one another, tender hearted, forgiving one another as Christ forgave us.  Instead of surpressing all the don'ts, we should be focusing on the do's.  Which I feel would naturally surpress all the don'ts when we consciencously choose to love others and forgive others.  I can see this practically lived out when I stop judging others and let the things they do bug me and choose to love and forgive them as Christ did me.

Application - Daily I will choose to love others instead of judging or looking down on them.

Sealed by the Spirit

Ephesians 4:30
"And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption"

The last thing I would ever want to purposely do is to grieve God.  I don't think I malicously do this, but every time I sin I do this.  Especially in the context of these verses:
vs 25 - lying
vs 26 - sinning when I'm angry
vs 27 - giving place to satan
vs 28 - stealing
vs 29 - speaking corrupt words
vs 31 - bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, evil speaking and the rest of the Bible when it describes sin.
God sealed me forever.  How great is that?!?! He didn't seal me for sin or in some masocistic way to constantly be grieved by my actions.  He gave me the Holy Spirit so the Holy Spirit could do its work in me and change me of my sinful ways.  He sealed me with a stamp of His kingdom so that it would be easily recognized by the world and would come with the authority of that kingdom.  And that seal doesn't look like anything in this world.  Especially the sin of this world....which grieves the Holy Spirit.

Application - My daily prayer is "God change me to be the man you want me to be"  Today I will spend a little more time praying this and examining and being open to what God wants to reveal to me.

Good words

Ephesians 4:29
"Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers."

Don't lie, gossip, or speak sarcastically, edification and encouragement are neessary, share grace with words.  Pretty tall order.  The hardest part for me are the corrupt words or what I take from this as sarcasm or even coarse joking.  I do this a lot and even enjoy it.  There are some people that can handle it, but even then do I take it too far?  When do I speak so that it is necessary edification?  Almost like a command to encourage someone.  When do I go out of my way to encourage others?

Application - Pretty simple here.  I really need to watch myself and my words.  I need to make sure my words are not cutting down but encouraging.  I will take a second instead of letting my wit take over, to make sure my words encourage and build up instead of tearing down.

No more stealing

Ephesians 4:28
"Let him who stole, steal no longer, but rather let him labor, working with his hands what is good, that he may have something to give him who has need"

I don't really feel like I have a stealing problem.  Nor a working, or work ethic problem, that I need to change.  God has really put that in my life seeing as how I have had a job since I was 12.  Here God is showing us/me what we should do with what we earn from working.  I'm sure its implied here, but work to meet your needs, then take your eyes off of yourself and give to others, meet others needs.  Why?  Shouldn't that money be mine?  Why should I give it to others?  It's pretty simple 1. because I can and 2. because it's not mine.  It is from God.  I am grateful and dependent upon God for all that He has given, and all that He does give.

Application - My prayer is for discerning eyes to graciously and freely give.  I need to give as soon as I can.  There is great need in the world, and God has greatly given to me.  Just like we are commanded to forgive as we have been forgiven, we should give as we have been given.

The Devil's place

Ephesians 4:27
"Nor give place to the devil"

As believers, we shouldn't be giving any place of our lives to the devil.  But do we open ourselves up in little cracks for him to sneak in?  We were reminded on Sunday of how powerful satan is, how much more powerful he is than us, but also that He that is in us is greater than he that is in the world.  Do I rely on this promise when temptation sneaks in to my mind?  Jesus was tempted, but like me.  When I am tempted, do I immediately turn to and use scripture to fight the battle?  Honestly, sometimes I dwell on or thing about it for a little too long.  Sadly, that is even after I have identified it as sin and temptation.

Application - I need to have scripture pour out of me so when satan and temptation comes along, I can let He who is in me overcome he who is in the world.  Also, claim 1 Cor 10:13.

Angry Sin

Ephesians 4:26
"Be angry and do not sin" do not let the sun go down on your wrath"

Paul grabbed this verse from Psalm 4:4 -
"Be angry and do not sin" but he changed the 2nd half of the verse
"medicate within your hearth on your bed and be still"
Not only does this verse say we are going to be angry, but in a way it is commanding us to be angry, it doesn't say "If you get angry" so what are things I can be angry about and how do I deal with them?  Immediately injustices come to mind that make me angry - child and adult slavery, child and human trafficking, child and adult forced prostitution, people who use God's word to exploit others so they can be rich.  Those are righteous angers as when Jesus threw tables in the temple.  But really what about when I get mad at my wife?  How am I to act?  I'm going to get angry with her.  I know the first answer - don't sin, and then deal with it.  Like David and paul, I need to get away and meditate on it and pray on it, and not throw the daggers that hurt.

Application - I know I am responsible for my own actions.  Unfortunately, my father modeled some pretty immature behavior for me that I know about and actually repeat.  Daily I need to pray for God's patience and self control.  Especially in an hour when we get ready to get out the door.

Lying

Ephesians 4:25
"Therefore, putting away lying, let each one of you speak truth with his neighbor, for we are members of one another."

As we continue the daily study here in Ephesians, Paul shows us a practical way to put off the old self and to put on the new.  Don't lie.  This is an area that is a public display of my charachter.  And it is a pretty good indication of ones heart when they are forced in an area to tell the truth or a lie.  As jesus said "It is not what you put in a man, but what comes out that makes him unclean."  The thing is, I don't feel like I maliciously go out an dlook for ways to lie, sometimes it is for a personal gain that quickly jumps out of me.  Unfortunately, this verse makes you stop and think that we are lying to ourselves as members of one body.

Application - This is an area of my spiritual life that God needs to work on.  My daily prayer will be to ask that I walk so close with Jesus that the truth of Him is what comes out - not lies.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

New Man

Ephesians 4:24
"and that you put on the new man, which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness"

Our new man is custom built.  If/when I have the money, I want a certain kind of surfboard - a Big Guy Tri.  7'8" x 3" thick x 23" wide, with certain artwork on it, tri fin design, square tail.  Just the way I want it to be.  Custom to my desires.
Our new man that we need to put on is to be custom built according to God's specs.  This is so much better and creative than anything I could come up with.  The first two specs are righteousness and holiness, which means that God puts in the order to the Holy Spirit who is the only one who could hand craft this kind of request that we would be perfect and complete - not lacking in anything.

Application - So what is the one thing that God wants me to get from this.  Only Jesus is Holy and righteous - Get to know Him more and more daily so I need to do that and daily read the Gospel accounts.

Renewed

Ephesians 4:23
"and be renewed in the spirit of your mind"

How much stuff have I polluted my mind with?  TV, pornography, hours upon hours of sports, and movies have taken my mind away from God and put it onto the things of this world.  I think about the world used here - renew.  Almost seems to me like a daily act of taking a car into a mechanic shop for a tune-up.  Think about how long our cars would last if daily they were time, lubed, and functioning properly.  AS with our spiritual lives, if we daily had our minds tuned and dialed into Christ and His word for us.

Application - I need to continue to daily ask God to daily renew my mind with Him and His word.

Put off the old self

Ephesians 4:22
"that you have put off, concerning your former conduct, the old man, which grows corrupt according to the deceitful lusts"

Weird verse break, verse 21 says we have heard Him and been taught by Him - and that we have put off the old man.  My mind starts thinking about why there is a constant struggle between good and bad, old and new.  God didn't create me and man to ever have to put off the old man and our former conduct, but we have to now.  This is a consequence of our choices and sin that we have put in our lives. So to follow a Holy, Pure, Perfect God, we have to follow by His rules of the game.  If we don't, the consequences of our own sinful choices would lead to a further path of destruction which is more corrupt being led by deceitful lusts.  I wish this was as easy as changing my clothes, take off the dirty clothes, put on the clean ones.

Application - I can't do this by myself.  I need God to do this for me - through His word and Holy Spirit, washing and purifying me daily.  I will continue in His word daily and start my day with His word.

Meeting Needs

Romans 12:13
"Distributing to the needs of the saints, given to hospitality"

Once again, these verses are very straightforward - meet other Christians needs, be a good host.  I think this is something that is easily lived out if you have abundant resources.  For the last few years, we had abundant resources, so if we saw a need it was pretty easy to meet others needs, and have people over for a bbq or dinner. Now, we still want to, but we don't have like we used to, if we really want to live this out, it will now take some sacrifice.  I'm pretty sure if we don't, we are not in trouble, but I have a pretty good feeling we will miss a huge blessing.

Application - No matter the cost, my family and I need to step out in faith and meet others needs, and be hospitable.

Rejoice

Romans 12:12
"rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer"

I have hope.  Is this a head knowledge or is it something that explodes out of me in worship to God who gave me hope.  And is it something that others see or I even talk about.  My attitude of hope sets up the rest of this verse.  If I am going through tribulation my attitude should be to compare it to the hope I have in Christ and eternity so it can't be that bad.  But also my hope should compel me into prayer to know the one who graciously gave me the gift of that hope.  What kind of God would give me His everything, forgive my everything and change my everything.  I should steadfastly pray to Him.

My application from this is to rejoice in worship to God, but really before I can continue steadfastly in prayer, I need to be steadfastly in prayer.  More time in prayer daily.

Kindly affectionate

Romans 12:10
"Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another"

This verse if fully about the second greatest commandment by Jesus - to love others.  So it says to love others, to be kindly affectionate to others - that is kind of weird for me as a guy.  I can be affectionate to my wife and kids, but to other guys?  I guess this makes sense though because Jesus radically changed things when He came on the scene, so it needs to be done.  Something definitely out of my comfort zone.  I think back to Jesus' final charge to the disciples before he went to the cross.  "A new command I give you - love one another, this is how the world will know you are my followers"  So the best way to witness to this sad, mean world is not through a apologetics, but by loving others and putting them first.

Application - I need to not just sit back and let others go first.  I need to look for ways to put others ahead of me.  I need to be kindly affectionate to others, no matter how weird it is to me.

Love, Abhor, Cling

Romans 12:9
"Let love be without hypocrisy, abhor what is evil, cling to what is good"

Verses 1 and 2 of this passage really set up the rest of the chapter.  "offer your bodies as living sacrifices,....do not conform to this world...."  Then Paul goes into all the practical ways to do this. Don't be fake, hate evil, cling to good.  These are simple commands but hard to really live up to.  What really speaks to me are the second parts to this verse - abhor what is evil.  Some evil things are easy abhor, but most are not.  They are tempting, seductive, and sometimes appealing.  Cling to what is good - that's not always the easy way to go, and most of the time I am too lazy, not interested, and don't want to sacrifice my selfish desires to do what is right.  So how do I overcome this?  How do I live up to this standard 100% of the time?  I can't and it is against my flesh and natural self.

Application - So if it is against myself to live to this standard, the one thing I know is that the renewing of my mind comes through scripture.  It is a daily standard to live up to, so daily I will continue in the word.  I will also ask God daily to help me love sincerely, abhor evil and cling to good.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Ashamed

Mark 8:38
"For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of him the Son of Man also will be ashamed when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels"

Seems like there are about three verses in one here.  Do I ever want Jesus to be ashamed of me?  No way.  Then I shouldn't be ashamed of Him.  This verse talks about Jesus coming back in Glory, and it could either be a good return or a bad return.  he is returning with angels which could bring a great reward "well done my good and faithful servant"  or a punishment "depart from me I never knew you"  because you were ashamed of Jesus.  So now that we know the consequences and results it makes it even more clear how I should act.

Application - As I look in my life I think about my ways I have been or I act "ashamed" of God.  How bold am I in explaining to unbelievers that this whole El Salvador thing is a God thing and nothing of me?  Especially when they prop me up.  how many times do I not initiate conversations about God?  God is with me and fighting battles before I even get in the: Josh 1:9 "Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid, nor dismayed, For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go"  I need to have Jesus on the tip of my tongue so that it just naturally comes out of me, not ashamed or even boldness, just what comes out.

Exchanging my soul

Mark 8:37
"Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?"

This seems like the same question from vs. 36.  But the wording makes you think of a normal business exchange.  One would give up his soul, but in exchange for what?  I think this is talking about people compromising.  So it means that other people in the world want our soul.  how bad to humans want things of this world?
- Instead of going to church each Sunday, I'll play in extra sports tournaments to make the next level.
- I will give you my irginity if you will love me
- I will lie on my taxes if you give me a little more back.
- I will watch a little more TV for a little more escapism.
Satan is right there ready to deal.  He has all kinds of empty pleasures, distractions, and promises ready to exchange part of our soul.

Application - I need to have my guard up.  I can't forget the standard that God has called me to.  I must strive for the finish line with all of my soul and never compromise.  Each time I compromise (tv, time, sports) any of God's standard for something that pleases me is giving up part of my soul.

What Profit?

Mark 8:36
"For what will profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his won soul?

The lyrics to a Caedman's Call song "This world" immediately came to mind:

This world has nothing for me,
and this world has everything,
All that I could want
And nothing that I need

This verse doesn't say gaining some of the world, it says the whole world.  Jesus when He was tempted was shown cities and all the great things in them.  Yet He knew they were nothing compared to heaven.  The price for the things of this world is giving up your soul.  pretty scary that there is no middle ground or negotiating.  Sadly, how many people, christians included do gain the world and give up that which is most important?

Application - The verse "The world and its desires will pass away, but the man who does the will of God will live forever." Thankfully, the Lord gives us an alternative.  Do the will of God, forsake the things of this world.  Of course like all these verses in Mark 8 - much easier said than done.  Daily I need to ask myself - do I want to live for the world and at what cost, or di O want heaven with a future reward?

Losing my life

Mark 8:35
"For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake and the gospel's will save it"

Are we really losing anything by dying?  Stress, sin, problems people, hurt, and pain - things that are only here on earth.  We don't have to deal with any of this anymore.  If we lose our life - we actually get our reward.  The freeing this about this is that Jesus basically says that e can't save our souls, meaning only God has the power to save.  The second part of this verse speaks to how I am living my life.  Am I living a life of total abandon?  Am I willing to die for Christ?  I probably will never be in that situation, but didn't verse 34 tell me to deny myself of die to all the little selfish things in my life daily?

Application - I need to do 2 things from this verse (1) Not do anything to try and save my life or soul - Jesus already did. (2) I need to die a martyrs death to the small things of this world daily.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Denying Myself

Mark 8:34
"When He had called the people to Himself, with the disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me."

I like simple verses.  Especially ones that I am qualified for.  Yes, I desire to come after Jesus.  But then it's not that simple.  Deny myself?  Take up my cross?  That goes against every fiber of my body.  Since I was a baby all I desire are things for myself and things that please me.  Take up my cross?  Am I willing or even able to carry a cross figuratively like Jesus spoke of?  He was predicting His own death.  My first reaction to this verse were on a smaller personal level with my wife and children.  Denying myself really starts when you get married - if you want to make the marriage work, and if I didn't learn it then, kids seal the deal  I have to think only about them and their needs ahead of my own.

Application - The thing about Jesus is that he isn't a 12-step program.  He didn't say - try denying yourself a couple of times this week and then we'll add to it.  He demands that we are all in.  Deitrich Bonhoeffer in Cost of Discipleship helps me see this too "When Christ calls a man, He bids him to come and die."  This isn't natural, but if I want to follow Him, I need to deny myself.  It's not confusing or difficult to understand, this is just hard to do.

Eyes and Ears Wide Open

 Acts 12:9
 "So he went out and followed him and did not know that what was done by the angel was real, but thought he was seeing a vision."

Either way, God was speaking to Peter. Even though he was literally being led out of prison by an angel, Peter knew it was going to happen.  He probably though the vision was a way that God was telling him what would happen.

Application - I hope that I don't miss things as they happen.  I also hope that if God gives me a vision or speaks to me, that I will rest in the fact that it is from Him and will happen.  I need to pray and ask for spiritual eyes and ears to hear what God wants me to see and hear.  Please speak Lord, your servant is listening and has eyes and ears wide open.

Prepare Yourself

Acts 12:8
"Then the angel said to him "Gird yourself and tie your sandals, and so he did.  And he said to him, "Put on you garment and follow me"

Prepare and follow me.  Pretty simple.  This is a recurring message from the Lord to His people.  The Israelites heard it many times before battle.  Jesus made it even more simple in Matthew when He commanded His disciples to "follow Me".  And they did.  Here the angel uses the same message to prepare yourself, get ready, and follow me.  Peter wasn't told what was coming next yet.  He was just told to follow.

Application - God impressed on me that I am in the first part of this verse - "Prepare yourself".  My time here at Potter's Field is getting me ready.  The battle and hard work are coming in El Salvador.  The prepping for battle is now with Bible Study, reading, living in community, and bonding with my brothers and sisters.  But most importantly it is drawing near to God.  The rest is simple following when He says to.  I need to prepare now as much as possible and not miss what God is doing in me.

Too comfortable?

Acts 12:7
"Now behold, an angel of the Lord stood by him, and a light shone in the prison; and he struck Peter on the side and raised him up saying "Arise quickly!" and his chains fell of his hands.

There was nothing Peter could have done to get out of the jam he was in.  With the amount of soldiers around him, he couldn't possibly break out.  With Herod gaining momentum with this persecution, he was only going to do more, so a miracle had to happen.  How great is it that God gave Peter such a peace that he slept so soundly that when  light ( a holy light) physically shone in the prison that he didn't wake up.  He was so at peace and sleeping so soundly an angel had to strike him.  We only read of angels using deadly force to strike people.  And even at this point, he was still in a bit of a stupor.  Peter then had to blindly follow this angel.

Application - Are there times when I am so comfortable or at peace that I wouldn't hear God speaking to me?  Or that I won't move?  Will God have to strike me to get my attention?  I hope not because I am afraid striking would probably mean taking something from me that I feel is important to me.  Is there anything in this world that I am gaining comfort from that I am not willing to have taken away to get my attention?  I need to surrender it all daily - finances, thoughts, sin, my family.

"I'll pray for you"

Acts 12:5
"Peter was therefor kept in prison but constant prayer was offered to God for him by the church."

"I'll pray for you" How often do we hear that, or say that ourselves.  I say it too flipantly sometimes myself.  Peter was obviously stuck in a tight spot and needed prayer.  Did the church send him a message and say "we'll pray for you" and then go off to their church function for the night?  No, they were constantly praying for him.  The battle lines had been drawn.  God was using Herod to reveal to the church, yet again, His power and all that He has at His disposal.

Application - I too am in a battle.  The world and satan want to bring me down.  My family, friends, supporters, fellow interns, teachers, and leaders are in a battle and satan wants to bring them all down.  But God wants to reveal His power.  I say I pray for others, but I don't pray for others with urgency like they're in jail or in a battle.  I don't sacrifice time or sleep to pray for others.  I need to and am committing to an extra 15 min each morning to specifically pray for family, friends, interns, teachers, and the persecuted church.  God help me with this.  May it also be constant prayer throughout the day 1 Thes 5:17.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Beginning with the Scripture

Acts 8:35
"The unique thing about this verse is that they Eunuch could kind of understand what was going on in this passage.  He knew that something big had happened to this man.  But didn't know who it was.  He wanted to know who he was.  He knew it was scripture, but it was a tough message.  Earlier, he had read in Isaiah 53 that this man was despised and rejected.  A man of sorrows, burdened with our grief and carried our sorrows, smitten by God, wounded for our sins, bruised, chastised.  Then he read vs 7-8, but the rest of the good news he is about to read in vs 12 that he died, bore our sins and made intercession for the transgressor - that is you and me.  Philip just had to keep this guy reading and fill in the blanks that a few weeks ago, Jesus died on the cross to bear his sins and make intercession.  He was the final sacrifice.

Application - I know this passage speaks of Philip being used by the Holy Spirit to witness to this Eunuch.  But God spoke to me about how detailed this prophecy was and how it was fulfilled - all of it.  It doesn't say only that Jesus died for my sins.  it describes a brutal, painful flogging, but also the emotional peice of how a Holy God who has never sinned, took my horrible, wicked sins upon himself and I rejected him.  Yet, Isaiah 53:11 says that it pleased the Lord to do this.  Yes, God had to do all of this, but He wanted to, chose to hurt and crucify Jesus for me.  I must never forget this, must have it be at the tip of my tongue whenever I open my mouth (like Philip) and share this awesome message.

An answer to the question

Acts 8:31
"And he said "How can I unless someone guides me?" And he asked Philip to come up and sit with him.

Philip was given a layup.  It all stared with probing questions by Philip to the Eunoch.  Philip knowing his Scripture was able to easily explain it all to him.  I think about times in my life where I want to share and am making myself available, but the interest in the person just isn't there.  I love picturing the humility in this official, a royal official with money and power.  He is a decision maker in Ethiopia, but here he shows an area in his life where he has no clue.  He Knows it's important and wants to understand it, but needs instruction.  I think about Romans 1:20 and that everyone knows about God or that there is a creator.  They just need to get to the point where they ask "how can I understand unless someone guides me?"

Application - I know that all witnessing opportunities won't be this easy, but I pray that there is an interest, or that the Holy Spirit will give me the probing questions to get to this point with people.  I need to have open eyes and ears for the interest that people have and need an explanation.

"....Ran....."

Acts 8:30
"So Philip ran to him, and heard him reading the prophet Isaiah and said "Do you understand what you are reading?"

The first thing that pops up is that Philip went all out running to the chariot.  There was probably a procession with a lot of chariots, horses, carts, and people.  The Sprit got him through any kind of security detail that might have been there.  Second, Philip was educated and knew the scriptures.  He knew it was Isaiah and he knew about the passage's fulfillment.  But he didn't stop there.  He made himself available to be used by God and for God to speak through him.  He opened his mouth to be used by the Holy Spirit.  The Holy Spirit didn't command him to go to the chariot and give him the message beforehand.

Application - I believe that there are many times in our lives when we do not have the answers until we actually open our mouths and the Holy Spirit fills our mouths.  The freeing thing of this will be that we don't have to worry about the results and all the glory is His and His alone.  I need to see and be available for any and all opportunities to be like a stereo's speaker where all the noise just goes through me.

Monday, August 1, 2011

"Go....."

Acts 8:29
"Then the Spirit said to Philip "Go near and overtake this chariot"

There was a simple message here - "Go....."  It's not really much different from what Jesus commanded the apostles before He left earth "Go......"  This command was not a command without direction.  Go and specifically overtake this chariot.  This is a chariot that had ties with king Soloman when the Queen of of Ethiopia came to listen to Soloman's wisdom.  It was a message passed on from generation to generation for close to 800 years.  They have been reading from this scroll for so long, but didn't get it yet...until now. It was finally fulfilled.  This chariot had the guy that took care of details - the accountant for the nation of Ethiopia.  He was sent by the queen and probably on a yearly basis, to see if the fulfillment had taken place yet.  He was to go and report back exactly to her from Jerusalem, and with details.  Also, how did Philip hear this?  He was walking in the Spirit.  He had just come from preaching where the multitudes repented, did miracles, and cast out demons earlier in this chapter.  He was all about God.

Application - Am I walking in the Spirit already?  Could I hear from God if He clearly spoke to me and gave me simple direction?  I need to clear out all the other distractions from my life so when the Spirit give me simple and clear instruction that I hear it.  I need to be all about God...like Philip.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Sticking with the Gospel

Acts 7:57
"Then they cried out with a loud voice, stopped their ears and ran at him with one accord"

My eight year old has done this, covered his ears, because he knew he was in trouble and didn't want to hear what was coming....punishment.  These pharisees were either so self righteous, or so guilty they could hear no more.  Not only could they hear no more, they had to destroy the speaker that was condemning them.  It's amazing that they couldn't drown it out.  They couldn't plug their ears to hear, so they had to completely destroy with rage the messenger.

Application - I feel God is telling me that no matter what, stick with the gospel.  Don't ever water it down, don't be afraid to offend someone, the message alone is offensive enough.  I shouldn't go around trying to bloody noses, the gospel will do that.  People will get mad at it, people with reject it, people will get offended because it is their sin that separated them from heaven and they can't be good enough.  tolerant enough, or do enough to get it back.  Stick with the simple message that God sent His son to save man from his sin.

"Look, God"

Acts 7:56
"and said "Look! I see the heavens opened up and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God!"

It's interesting to see that Stephen is now at a whole new level that what has always been.  Up until this time, God only existed to the Sanhedrin as words on a paper and through sacrifices, and through man made traditions.  The author of Acts see that Stephen saw heaven open up.  But Stephen sees it and in his excitement declares something that humans weren't allowed to see (God) and live.  So just as they did with Jesus, the religious leaders took spiritual justice into their own hands.  They were the religious authority and what they say goes and people had to follow.  Not some random uneducated guy that opposed them.  Not only did he oppose them, insult them, and accuse them, he now verbally claims to see God.  And he wants them to see what he did.

Application - In the face of persecution, do I say "Look! God!"? Do I still want to point people to Christ? Do I want them saved? Or do I just want to win the argument?  I must continually hold fast to my beliefs and make sure my motives are to have all men see Jesus.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Jesus Standing

Acts 7:55
"But he, being full of the Holy Spirit, gazed into heaven and saw the glory of God and Jesus standing at the right hand of God."

A lot of people claim to have seen heaven - like during a heart attack, or even Paul or John have seen a glimpse or vision of heaven.  But I think in this case there is a qualifier - being full of the Holy Spirit.  Stephen didn't get a glimpse, heaven was opened up to him and he gazed.  Like a human gazes at stars, or a newborns face, or me at my wife sleeping.  Another thing that jumps out at me is that Jesus is standing, not sitting like in Hebrews 1:3.  What would make God, the Son of God stand?  I get all excited at a a sporting event when something great is about to a happen - a goal is about to be scored.  I can see just fine from my seat, but in excitement and anticipation, I stand and either cheer wildly or sit in disappointment.

I might be going too far with this, but I feel that Jesus gets out of His seat, His throne each time I do something that honors Him.  My motivation is gratitude, but I want to keep Him standing.  Jesus was excited in anticipation with Stephen's faithfulness.  They were gazing at each other and Jesus was also anticipating one of His faithful servants coming home for good with the words "well done my good and faithful servant."  I need to daily gaze into heaven in the book in front of me and seek to get Jesus out of His seat as much as possible.

Teeth Gnashing

Acts 7:54
"When they heard these things they were cut to the heart and they gnashed at him with their teeth"

What did they hear that made them all mad? vs. 51-53
  • Stiff necked people
  • Uncircumcised hearts and ears
  • Resist Holy Spirit and God - as did their fathers
  • Fathers persecuted all prophets
  • Fathers killed those who foretold of Jesus - the Righteous One
  • Betrayers and murderers of the Righteous One
  • Heard the truth and did not keep it
Stephen name called and offended them.  They missed it and put their own agenda ahead of the truth of Jesus and the message that was told them by the angels.  Stephen had to stand up for the truth.  He shared 50 verses of things that they agreed with.  it was what they wanted to hear.  Then the 3 verses that hit home.  They did the same that they did with Jesus.  They were so lost that their only response was rage.

Application - Do I share a message that would offend and enrage people like this?  I think of someone close to us who only a few months ago openly made fun of, looked down on, and was sarcastic publicly about mine and Karen's faith.  But we never changed our beliefs, and showed the love of God to her in a huge time of need and she is no a believer.  I guess she wasn't at the point of throwing stones at us, but she was sure gnashing her know it all cynical teeth at us.  I am not perfect, but unwavering from what we believe in and sharing God's love when needed will be used by God.  I look back now at my bad attitude toward her and am ashamed at my heart toward her when Jesus was working on her and saving her.  My attitude needs to be on love and compassion toward all people...especially if they are lost.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Eating for the food?

Acts 2:46
"So continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, they ate their food with gladness and simplicity of heart"

These verses continue to speak to me about the effort and commitment the early church made to being with each other.  It was radical what they were doing, and little did they know, they were rewriting the course of history.  This wasn't a once a week thing of them getting together, they did it daily, it was habit to them.  And not only did they meet and eat together, they daily took turns hosting the fellowship.  The food wasn't the object or priority as a need, because their attitude was gladness and simplicity - they wanted the fellowship more than the food.

Application - I love to go out to eat and try and experience new foods.  I have been blessed to some very exquisite meals and dining experiences.  And I do remember enjoying them.  But the ones that I remember the best or crave to have again weren't the all you can eat ribs, but the best friends that I was with.  I don't remember what I ate at my wedding, I just remember how stoked I was that I was next to my beautiful new bride.  Meals and dinners should be about people, conversations, and laughter....not the food.  My purpose for meals should be about the people I am with.

Sacrificing for others

Acts 2:45
"And sold their possessions and goods, and divided them among all, as anyone had need"

What would drive someone to sell possessions (even though it doesn't say all possessions) and give to others?  The common Spirit that they all received at pentecost and now share the obvious answer.  But I feel that they were all now infused with a new kind of love that Jesus commanded them before He went to the cross.  That this is how the world will know they are His disciples, if you love one another.  I used to read this verse lightly and thing that they all sold all they had and put it into a pot and shared from it.  But it shows that the believers saw need and realized that extra possessions or even personal sacrifice would meet another persons need.  Do we see that in our world today?

Application - the fact that me and my family are here in Montana preparing for the mission field right now are because people are making sacrifices so we can live on "faith based support."  How dare I ever selfishly hold back and not do the same.  In a few short months we will be in a place where there will be great need.  And not only with believers as this text alludes to.  I need to freely give...even if it means a little, or great, sacrifice on my part. I have the same Spirit and love as the believers in the first church, I need to act like they did.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Things in Common

Acts 2:44
"Now all who believed were together and had all things in common"

The new believers clung to each other, they shared this new common interest at a level that had never been seen before.  They were no longer just Jews by association or by birth. They had seen and believed the fulfillment of the prophesied Messiah an it changed them.  This means that all of their lives revolved around their new faith.  It was everything to them.  This was something only they shared with believers.  No one else had this community.  Why did their faith bring them to this level of passion and commitment to one another?

Application - Why don't we see this in our world / church today?  I love to talk about sports and in particular hockey - Flyer's hockey with anyone that shares this interest.  It is what we have in common.  I should have this same level of passion and interest others who have also been redeemed by the King who sacrificed His Son for my sins....not a hockey team.  "Lord, please show me how to practically live this out with other believers and my family"

Fear

Acts 2:43
"Then fear came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were done through the apostles"

Fear came upon them  - a Holy deep respect for who it was that they were following in worship and prayer - the one they now placed their full trust and faith.
This could only happen because of vs. 42:
  • continuing in the teaching and doctrine
  • breaking of bread
  • fellowship
  • prayer
Every soul- all had fear - there was no room for the nominal
Wonders and signs - same as Jesus?
What were the wonders and signs that were done? They had to be the same wonders and signs of Jesus because they were done by the apostles - to be an apostle, one had to see and follow Jesus - they saw the wonders and signs of Jesus
Many - there were probably many needs that were needed.

So What? What does this mean to me and for me?
  • Am I living like vs 42?
  • Do I have the fear that they did?
  • Have I walked with Jesus to know what He did and the let the same Spirit do the same signs and wonders
  • I have the same Spirit - do it then.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Me and the early church

Acts 2:42
"And they continued steadfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in prayer"

  • Even though they were all new at it, they clung closely to what they knew as truth and what they were taught
  • Fellowship - they clung to each other
  • Breaking of bread - they clung to Christ's death and resurrection
  • Prayed together
Application
  • Am I doing this with the same effort and zeal that the early church was?
  • Do I cling to the teaching of the Word and doctrine? ..... kind of
  • Do I cling to other believers and their fellowship? .....sometimes - but is it healthy?
  • Do I cling to communion and what it represents? .....once a month
  • Do I pray with others? ....sometimes
I do these things now because I am forced to or in a situation where it is set up for me.  Or it is easy to...the setting of Potter's Field makes this happen for me.
  • Did I back in Pennsylvania before I came here?......no
  • Did I try?....no
  • Did I grow?.....no
Will I now make it a priority?
Will I now make it a habit?